el diablo

19 Aug

diablo cody or brook busey or whatever, she is just a delight.  i read the interview she gave bust magazine this morning and became a little bit more pleased with her then i had been before.  and not that i’m the end all be all or whatever (well i kind of am on my blog), but i like the woman.  i like her because she just seems like a real person.  i know, i know what does that even mean?  essentially, i don’t know miss cody, but i have read her blog (which you can still find, google it) and i’ve followed her work a bit and she just seems like the person who’s not afraid to say, here i am. take it or leave it. and i respect that. this was one of my favorite things she said in the interview:

i watch porn all the time.  i look at pornography every day.

and how do you feel when you watch it? (which i thought was a really interesting question).

i feel like i’m in the drive-thru at Carl’s Jr. like i’m just fulfilling a need.  it’s not a sensual, pleasurable experience for me; it’s comfort food.

i have a feeling there may be a bit more to that answer, but i really appreciated that.  when i read those words i was sort of shocked for a minute because i really related to it’s comfort food.  god, who hasn’t felt that way? it started this whole dialogue with myself about porn and sex and comfort and needs and well i don’t have any concrete thoughts, but it’s so interesting to me that at 30 i still have no fucking idea why i do half the things i do. cause they feel good? auto pilot? habit? confusion?  while i’m pondering my inner most thoughts, here are some lovely photos for you to dwell on.





One Response to “el diablo”


  1. fridays are fucking fabulous « Barbarella is Bi - October 30, 2009

    […] so my plans consist of drinking some beer, putting on too much makeup and possibly, maybe braving the crowds in west hollywood. not sure i’m up for the crowd though. what i really want to do is go see jennifer’s body.  i don’t care what you think, i’m all about it and i like to support the ladies, aka diablo. […]

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